Jakarta memang menggiurkan, tapi apakah itu lalu bisa menggantikan waktu ku mengenal mama?

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 Jakarta memang menggiurkan. Jika aku tetap disana, mungkin aku akan memiliki penghasilan 4 kali lipat dari yang kumiliki sekarang..

Tetapi, apakah kota itu se worth it itu?


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